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the story behind video final

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The story behind video final  the video from moms stay in the hospital the last time..  I don't usually write about my videos or what they are about but in this case I will make an exception..    When mom was in the hospital this last time it was like a two parter.. She went in on the 15th of August because  of a twist in her large intestine, and I really didn't take the camera in that first day at all..  In fact it would be Friday before I would take it in and really the only reason was to smuggle in her iphone and power adapter but I wouldn't leave it there the first day or the second day,, It would be Monday before I would feel like she could use it and plug it in and everything.. But in that Friday I took pictures of the geese and different birds..  there were even like three rabbits running at one point, seemingly in formation they just took off running and just kept going until they were out of sight from the end of the building there to the nor...

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I wrote the entry about my mom and how she went into the hospital for intestinal surgery and came out in a pine box, and it was hard to witness her sudden decline in health.. I mean she was more or less fine when she went in..  or was she..  She had complained of stomach pain for years, and she had irregular bowel movements, irregular in that it was either hard as a rock or hard, constipation type of thing or it would be beyond runny, runny as in pissing type of runny.. And I thought there is a problem here but.. I think she told her doctor about it  any number of times.. Well every year she would go in to see him to get her prescriptions rewritten and she would have labs done and every year there was nothing out of the ordinary show up.. To me out of the ordinary would have been some sort of cancer or something of that nature..  When cancer isn't present then there really seams to be nothing to worry about..  Or is there.. Mom had been complaining about stomac...

from the start to now

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Last Wednesday(15th of August)  was a day  as normal as any, I woke up and watched the news channels before coming down.. One difference was the smell of French toast not wafting upstairs, that was odd but not completely off course, sometimes mom sleeps in..  This day mom hadn't slept in.. She says she had tried through the night to wake me up, trying to make enough noise to wake me up.. Strangely enough I usually hear her thumping around downstairs here and wakes me up.. If she drops her  remote it usually enough to wake me up and have me check on her..  But she was trying to rattle enough noise to wake me up.. She must have picked the wrong times because I was awake during the night just not when she was trying to rattle me.. apparently.. And when I came down that morning she said she needed to go to the hospital... NOW!!.. I got right on that, and we were out the door five minutes later.. Her back was bothering her, her stomach as well, but it was her back p...