talking my self off the ledge
So I am nearing the being fully broke era, and thinking about having to get a job soon and hoping mom will be alright without me here and sure she will be.. Others have to get along without someone there 24-7.. Mom is different..She has no balance at all.. she depends on touch to get around and if she isn't touching a wall or furniture she can fall and has fallen.. I'm fine with giving my life to help her.. I'd rather help her than worry about if she has fallen while being away, which I do go to town without her once a week.. I could do this and be away for four hours every day, as long as it was at night and I could be called back if she falls..There are jobs that are flexible like that right?? YEah.. not that I know of.. Absolutely NONE... So I have recently been thinking about going and looking for a job... but there is another problem.. My back hurts.. And This I have no idea why.. It's my upper back not the lower back that can be fixed with a back belt that I h...